Australian Clinical Pharmacy Award 2024 oration
Susan Trevillian1,2,3,4,5
BPharm, PGradDipHospPharm, FANZCAP (Lead&Mgmt, RuralHlth), FAdPha | susantrevillian@hotmail.com
- Chair, Rural and Remote Specialty Practice, Advanced Pharmacy Australia (AdPha), Collingwood
- Councillor (AdPha) & Board Director, National Rural Health Alliance, Deakin
- Deputy Director of Pharmacy, Northeast Health Wangaratta, Wangaratta
- Pharmacist – Education, Training & Research, Benalla Health, Benalla
- Teaching Associate, Monash University Faculty of Pharmacy & Pharmaceutical Sciences, Parkville
[Pharmacy GRIT article no: 20251416]
Oration presented at Medicines Management 2024, 48th National Conference of Advanced Pharmacy Australia, 14–16 November 2024, Adelaide, Australia.
Firstly, I’d like to thank AdPha’s [Advanced Pharmacy Australia’s] Rural and Remote Specialty Practice Leadership Committee for the tap on the shoulder in award form, with a special thanks to Kelly Beswick and David Ford for each providing a support letter at short notice. Reading what they wrote about me was equally unsettling and reassuring. I describe myself as kind, caring, clinically courageous, but in their eyes it’s apparent that I’m also “a warrior”, and “fierce”. Perhaps that’s why nobody’s yet owned up to being the one who prepared the nomination, and why I then almost dismissed the unexpected ‘you’ve been nominated’ email, as a potential cybersecurity threat.
Up until that point I’d been contemplating the risks of a ferocious interpretation of tonight’s gala dinner theme [ignite: a gala aglow], more recently I’ve been reflecting on why I’m seen as a fighter, when vulnerability and warmth are what I’m trying to exude on the daily.
I’ve also been thinking about what my identity as a clinical pharmacist means to me, why being seen as a rural health leader continues to both unsettle and reassure me, what being a member serving via this organisation means to me, what its recent name change means to me, and how many fierce song lyrics I can reasonably include in this oration.
Many of you know me in my adult form, unless you’re AdPha’s first Rural Advisor Anne Leversha, who’s been inspiring me since my teenage years. If you’ll indulge me, I want to spend a bit of time in my before-pharmacy life.
I grew up with two younger and fiercer sisters — Julie and Katherine — on farms along the southeast Victorian coast. Dad was an only child and had moved there in the 1950s when he was 10, after his family’s home and farm had to make way for an expanding open cut coal mine in the LaTrobe Valley. All my life he’s been called “Jim”, or “Big Jim Parry”, or “Grumpy” by his friends, instead of by his given names, Wallace James. His childhood stories make it clear he hated moving to a new district, hating being called “Walrus” by the other kids, retaliated violently, and would then be regularly punished by the teacher with a cane across an outstretched palm.
But if you’re milking the cows by hand each day before school, turns out that’s not really received as punishment, and I gather it became entertainment for Jim and his new friends to bait the teacher into trying harder and harder, to make a dent in this trouble starter: this punkin’ instigator.1 Largely uneducated, but with life experience beyond his years, and grit.
The game evolved, as kids tried to see who could get the closest to 50 cuts in a term, without reaching the ‘magic number 50’ and being expelled. Like blackjack or bust, some overshot the mark and were gone. I left home at 17 ½ to go to uni, we were told ‘look left, look right, one of you won’t make it through’. I’m grateful to Colin Chapman for letting me back in to have another go at first year at the Victorian College of Pharmacy, which around that time changed its name to Monash University’s Faculty of Pharmacy.
My mum Nancy is a different kind of fierce. The stoic, fiercely independent, fiercely competitive kind, who taught me how girls can win. Dad would win at footy when he did a good job of physically intimidating his opponent, whereas mum is more like the smiling assassin. She too grew up with early responsibilities; from age 10 she was preparing dinner each night for her siblings and parents, ready for when they returned from the milking shed. Hers was a large extended family, her mother was one of 9 children, and all 9 lived beyond their 80th birthday — good genes — and very loud and sweary card players whenever more than one of them gathered together. I’m sure there were a few good poker faces among them.
Mum taught me how to win while caddying for me in junior matchplay golf — and when to concede the battle and focus on the war. When to walk slowly and make your opponent wait for you, when to walk a bit faster so they’d lose focus and mess up their turn. And once you were in a winning position, and “you had your foot on their neck”, to keep the pressure on.
As a kid, if I tried to plan anything too far into the future, she’d say “we could all be dead by then”. When I looked at her side of the family, that didn’t make much sense.
Perhaps she wasn’t far off though, when we talk about death from potentially avoidable causes. Men in rural areas are 2.5 times more likely and rural women are 2.8 times more likely to die from a potentially avoidable cause than their metropolitan counterparts.2
So for me, as a rural 47-year-old woman, two years younger than my Dad when he had a major stroke, the fight for better rural health outcomes gets more important and urgent by the day: Danger illustrated.1
So, am I like my parents? You be the judge.
I have no memory of this, but apparently on my first day of primary school at age 4¾ years, I made it clear “I go by meself” and marched down the driveway, a few hundred metres along the side of the highway, and into the school gate. Mum watched from the window, and she and Dad still disagree on whether there were tears.
At age eight, I drove my first truck. The paddock around our house was filled with newly baled hay, and rain was coming. The mission — this hay, this truck, that shed. Dad could do it on his own, walking along with nobody in the driver’s seat while the truck idled along in first gear, but it’d be faster if he had someone to keep the truck going in a straight line. So I drove, idling in second gear and steering while dad walked alongside and lifted each small square bale onto the back. I couldn’t reach the pedals, but Dad could move fast if something unexpected happened. Never having done it before wasn’t a barrier to me being useful.
I remember how proud I felt to be doing this new thing that only 16-year olds were allowed to do, giving dad the ammunition to remind his mates that their sons were “as handy as an ashtray on a motorbike”, unlike his three daughters.
Nowadays, we strive to replicate this feeling amongst our pharmacy students and interns, with early responsibility, nearby support, a ‘have-a-go’ and ‘we’ve-got-your-back’ attitude. We send them back to metro as changed humans who’ve had a chance to feel like a pharmacist, and for some, to feel like an adult for the first time.
My teenage years were spent at Foster High School (which changed its name to South Gippsland Secondary College), on the farms, and at weekend sport, netball and golf. My parents were active volunteers in the local CFA [Country Fire Authority] and golf club, moving between different roles on the committees and instilling in us kids the value of volunteer service. I treat my membership of AdPha like they did their clubs: this is my church. This is where I heal my hurts.3
Teenage life was full of more of Dad’s well-worn phrases like “you can handle anything as long as your hands are clean”. Also, some cringy ones, “I married one, bred three more, and still had to buy a mechanical dishwasher”. Gosh, if I had $1 for the 6.5 billion times I’ve heard that one, we could fix the healthcare underspend for the 7 million rural Australians who have about $850 per head less spent on their healthcare each year, than their metropolitan counterparts.2
And the weirdest combinations, “you kids can be anything you want, except a police officer” alongside “little girls should be seen and not heard”, and “no good complaining, nobody will listen anyway”. I think it’s only really in the last few years I’ve untangled myself from those last two, figuring out how to complain without whingeing, keeping burnout at bay by looking in the future, using my clinical pharmacy training to anticipate what will be my next few moves after hearing “yes”, or after hearing “no”.
The person who’s most enabled that transition — to feeling like a leader — is David, my Director of Pharmacy at Northeast Health Wangaratta. He’s undoubtedly the father of our department, and leads our team with care, kindness, and an ever-present helping hand. His leadership style is one of seeking forgiveness rather than permission. When I asked him about whether I should put up my hand for the first ever elections for AdPha (then SHPA) Specialty Practice in 2017, less than a year after we began working together, he dismissed the question with “stop asking me if you can do things – if you think it's the right thing to do, then go ahead and do it”.
So my 4¾ year old self has been doing that with rural health advocacy ever since.
And so, as I work out what I’m going to ask for next in rural health advocacy, rural pharmacy workforce development, rural pharmacy workforce attraction and retention, the narrative is largely based on sharing my own and my family’s experiences in rural health. Plus, your deidentified experiences as they come to me. You know me now, so don’t be shy, no idea is too crazy, and no problem insurmountable.
But a few people early on enabled me to get into and through the starting gate, in pharmacy and beyond:
- Max and the late Rosemary Wood, lifelong friends of my parents who recommended the residential college I lived at while studying pharmacy, and whose house I boarded in while completing student hours in Korumburra Pharmacy.
- John (real name Glenn) and Maureen Masterman, proprietors of Korumburra Pharmacy, who’d heard on the South Gippsland golf clubs’ grapevine in 1995 that Jim and Nancy’s daughter from Welshpool was studying pharmacy. They were happy to arrange a six-week summer student hours placement for me. Maureen particularly enjoyed me being there, as she worked on her golf game. On the day that my first-year uni results arrived at home in the snail mail, Dad phoned them through to the pharmacy landline that afternoon. John wasn’t bothered that I’d failed my first year, as he quickly told me he had also done, but was more worried I’d abandon the placement. They kept me on all summer and on the rare occasion that I’d work alongside Maureen in the dispensary, she’d remind me how good it was to be able to work on her game. Just like now, 30 years on, with lots of rural pharmacists not really getting much chance to take leave due to workforce shortages.
- Garth Birdsey, who I followed around on a second-year summer placement at Geelong Hospital, which has also changed its name since then, and was the first fierce clinical pharmacist I saw in action. I remember him being generous with his knowledge, and stopping mid-sentence one day, apparently enraged at the post-it-note a well-meaning nurse had attached to the front of a bedside folder. Post-it-notes were quite new then, and it was made clear to me they had no place in communicating medication-related issues in a ward setting.
- Kevin de Vries and Maryanne Molenaar, both of whom agreed that I could do six months of my internship in Kevin’s community pharmacy, and six months in Bendigo Hospital with Maryanne’s team. Such was the state of the workforce shortage back then, I was their only intern prospect.
- Jeff Hughes, Peter Tenni, and Andrew James, clinical pharmacy tutors during my Clinical Pharmacy Residency year in 2000, who made me believe that I might actually be good at this.
- And everyone that’s inspired me over the 25 years since, who are mostly linked to AdPha.
Finally, to my husband Richard, who shared his surname with me 10 years ago, and has been a long-suffering source of level-headedness, calm and support since we first met in my “second first year” at residential college almost 30 years ago.
And as I embark in the coming days on the next thing that’s outside my comfort zone, fear addicted1 and attending my first National Rural Health Alliance Board Meeting as an elected Director, Richard reminds me that my accomplishments are worthy of supporting. To do that, he and our mighty girl are keeping the home fires burning. She’s nearly 9, so is clearly overdue for her first driving lesson, although she has had a go at racing in Richard’s video gaming setup. Perhaps when I get home we’ll pop the Corolla in the orchard and see whether she can keep it straight.
Tissues please, and thanks.
References
- The Prodigy. Firestarter [lyrics]. London: XL Recordings; 1996.
- National Rural Health Alliance. Evidence base for additional investment in rural health in Australia. Sydney: Nous; 2023.
- Faithless. God is a DJ [lyrics]. London: Champion Music, Warner/chappell Music Ltd.; 1998.